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Blog EntryBlack Becomes ScarletNov 3, '08 2:27 AM
for everyone

Father Buddy was right.  This is not a moment for many words.

Words  simply cannot capture the depth and the intensity of the nameless emotions triggered by this tragic loss.  Now, while we struggle to come into grips with her untimely passing, the thought of my own mortality and that of the people I hold dear gnaws me once more.  And again, the relentless overload of questions keep burning in my head.  How do you console a mother who has suddenly lost her only daughter when she was all she had?  How would you, as a friend, get over the shock and the pain of realizing that you will never have the chance to see her or hear from her ever again?  How will we cope with being welcomed with a pile of ashes encased in a cold, metallic receptacle, where, once there was a witty, hip, vibrantly gutsy young woman?

Diane "Scarlet" (May 27, 1987 - November 1, 2008) you are dearly missed. .. .

 

One Sweet Day - Mariah Carey & Boyz II Men

Blog EntryOK, I'm Coming Out of the ClosetOct 24, '08 1:49 AM
for everyone

 

Aaminin ko na:  I am a Closet Tom Jones Fanatic.

 

Grabe, this is so liberating.

 


Blog EntrySalamat, Mare!Oct 22, '08 10:15 PM
for everyone
What is it that genuine friendships give us?  Possibly everything.

That is why, sometimes, I feel that a simple "Thank you" is not enough.




Huey, salamat ng marami. .. .

Blog EntryJust One of Those Claret QuirksOct 22, '08 4:36 AM
for everyone
Ms. Marj and I were chatting while finishing our coffee dessert drinks just outside the campus one evening.  And just when I was about to deliver this clever punchline, she suddenly cut me short and motioned me toward the main gate saying, "Mare, may kakaiba sa gate.  Tignan mo mabuti."



I  walked over to the grills and gave it a thorough look pero I couldn't see anything unusual about it -- until I looked up and smiled in surprise.

Ikaw, try to see if you could point out anything strange about the main gate.



ok kita mo na?


       

We could continue to shed tears because now he's gone away, but we could, instead, choose to smile because he lived for as long as he did.  We may prefer to shut our eyes and wish this is all just a bad dream, but we could choose to open our eyes and appreaciate the wonderful things he left us with.  We could indulge in the feeling emptiness because we could no longer see or hear him, or we could choose to feel so full of love from all he has shared with us.  We could turn our backs from the promise of tomorrow and prefer to weave through the catacombs of the past, or we could choose to face tomorrow and be glad for the wonderful memories of yesterday.  We can hold on to his memory and only because he's no longer with us, but we can choose to cherish him and let everything he stood for live on.

We could continue to cry, close our minds, freefall into emptiness and turn our backs. .. . Or we can do what he would have wanted us to do:  keep a smile on our faces, open our eyes, keep the faith, stay brave, continue to love and move on.

Guys, tara let's meet on October 26 (Sunday) 4pm at McDo, Katipunan.  Let's pay Renan a visit.  Potluck tayo ng mga fave chichiriya ni Renan pero CLAYGO tayo dun ha!


Blog EntryRock Therapy: A Benefit ConcertOct 12, '08 4:30 AM
for everyone

Aming mga Red Roosters,  current students and alumni, DeiDei (Batch Freyr) and Yuri (Batch Dawn) Regalado invites everyone to a benefit concert entitled, "Rock Therapy".

The event features UpDharmaDown and 10 other band performances siyempre including Batch Frey's Disband.  Tickets are at Php200.00 pesos only with one consumable drink.  It will be at the Dayo Bar (Betty Go Belmonte Cor. Aurora Blvd) and willstart at 6PM. Please support this event as it would benefit DeiDei and Yuri's Lolo who is currently being treated for Lymphomia.  Text Yuri, DeiDei, Ms. Shella or me kung anoman ha?

Show 'em some love!  Kitakits tayo doon ha!

 


howdy! Here's a message form Ms. Lut Carlos, Alumni Affairs Coordinator: (thanks, bigtime Ms. Shella! *hugs!*)
 
Good morning, Claretians.. .

We are now in the demanding phase of preparing for the GRAND ALUMNI HOMECOMING 2008: LET'S GET RED...yyyyyyyy TO RUMBLE!

The announcement about it finally came out in yesterday's issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer, LEARNING section, page 2. Please check it out.

I will come out with weekly announcements in the newspapers. Radio and television pluggings have also been arranged.

There will be 3 bands performing for the GAH on Saturday, October 18. One band is an all-Claretian group from HS Class 1996, BOK 76.

I will announce the 2 other popular bands in my next emails. SURPRISE muna...

Last year, all batches from Class 1975 to Class 2007 were represented. Batch 2004 had the most number of registered attendees of 55. We are hoping that this year's GAH will see more Claretians. . I imagine that there were Claretians from the other batches who failed to register. Therefore, don't forget to register on October 18 as soon as you enter the campus

Let us see which batch will have the highest number of attendees in this year's GAH...

This year's jubilarians are:

5 years : HS Batch 2003 [Batch Dawn, get ready. sa 2009 kayo na ang next!]
10 yeras: HS Batch 1998
15 years: HS Batch 1993
20 years: HS Batch 1988
25 years: HS Batch 1983
30 years: HS Batch 1978

I am looking forward to see, especially these jubilarian batches, to be well-represented on October 18.

Please help me pray for a sunny weather on our GAH. I would like everyone to enjoy and have fun on that day...

For this year's GAH, we have invited 10 concessionnaires to provide us with good food. The AD HOC committee carefully screened the concessionnaires to ensure that we will all enjoy a variety of yummy food at reasonable prices...

Of course, we will have FREE bottomless beer...

See you all...!

Just me,
Ms Lut
 
CSQC GRAND ALUMNI HOMECOMING 2008: Let's Get Red...yyyyyyyy to Rumble!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Registration (Batches 1975 to 2008) starts at 1:00 PM. Entrance is at Php 250.00 only for college students provided that you show your college ID.  Pag college grad ka na, Php350.00 na [kasi siguro kapakipakinabang na taxpayer ng Pinas ka na supposedly? Haha!]
Sportsfest at 1:30 PM
Homecoming Mass at 4:30 PM
Blessing of the Commemorative Trees Marker at 5:30 PM
Homecoming Program/ Fellowship at 6:00 PM

for inquiries and other details please contact Ms. Lut or Ms. Mariz at Claret Alumni Affairs Office: 921-7317 local 254

Blog EntryHeave. .. .Oct 7, '08 8:17 PM
for everyone

Now, this is something I'm having a hard time coping with:

How do I help this dear person from turning into the dragon that he/ she is trying to slay?

 

 


Blog EntryCaffeine Fix Bull SessionOct 7, '08 1:06 AM
for everyone

I wish I could take your worries

And cast them into the sea

But since I can’t,

I'll just join you

For conversation and coffee

 

 

Tim and LJ, It has been great hanging out at *bucks with you yesterday!  Salamat sa paghatid nyo sa akin sa camp :)


Blog EntryPayong Kapatid LamangOct 3, '08 3:53 AM
for everyone

You are not a try

You are not anyone else's hobby

You are not anybody else's pastime.

You are worth a whole lot more than that.

If you are going to give your heart to anyone, it would be worthwhile to give it to a girl who deserves it. Whether you end up together or not, at least you would be able to say to yourself that she is worth it.


Blog EntryGoing Full CircleSep 29, '08 3:25 AM
for everyone

Nothing else gives me a greater sense of accomplishment than seeing my students grow up and well on their way to being the men they yearn to be.

Imagine, mga dati kong students, bumabalik at ako naman ang kanilang tinuturuan.  Nakakataba ng puso na ang aking mga dating mentees ay akin nang mga mentors ngayon.

sa aking mga Batch Dawn and Eccezionale kids, salamat sa inyong mga CS3 pointers and for being my health advisers,fashion consultants, fitness gurus, financial counselors, events coordinators, computer technicians and armchair therapists.

Miss ko na kayong lahat! *bearhugs!*

INXS:

katabi ko ngayon si Chairman Ven, fresh from UP Baguio! haha!

and, I just had my haircut yesterday.  Again.  This is the 5th haircut already since a little a month ago and now I'm having the compulsion to have another one today.

Tsk, this is baaaad, Rani.


Blog EntryTaking a Step BackSep 25, '08 4:05 AM
for everyone

 

Lately, I've decided to take circumspection for a test drive.  The path where my current state of affairs is taking me seem to require me to slow things down, rationlize my feelings, determine the appropriateness of how I feel about my current state of affairs and  put things where it should be.  But knowing how I usually am, it takes a huge amount of effort to rein in my impulses.  And I am this close to bursting at the seams with a whole spectrum of unnamed emotions and - - aaaaargh! Ah basta ayoko nitong nararamdaman koh!

Grabe, mayday, I need backup!

must. put. things. where. they. should. be!


Blog EntryProud Stagemom Mode RavesSep 3, '08 3:08 AM
for everyone

In moments when I find myself grappling with difficulties, I am still often blessed with things that would brighten my day and bring a smile on my face.  Thank you, Lord!  I must be doing something right to deserve it. I accept these blessings with humble gratitude.

To start off, I'd like to extend my most heartfelt congratulations to my students, Gelo Cruz (III - SVF), Paolo Pagalinawan (III - SJW) and JayPee Martin (III - SGA) for being the recipients of this Quarter's Claretian Gentleman Award!  Tunay kayong maginoo.  Aba, talaga namang mga gentlemen ang aking mga Batch i Juniors!

Next up,  the news that six, out of the eight sections of my Third Year Level boys made it to the 1st Evaluation in the Search for the Outstanding Class, propelled my spirits high into the sky like a mad rocket. Congratulations to my III - SVF, III - SFX, III - SLR, III - SJW, III - SBA and III - SJC boys!

Haaay, mahal na mahaaaal ko kayong mga boys ko! *apir!*

 


Blog EntryShatterdaySep 2, '08 10:01 PM
for everyone

 

It's helplessly frustrating to learn that just when you are certain you have finally put it all behind you and have started your life anew, the very thing that caused you so much pain comes back to you, looming like a giant tidal wave, then crashes down, wipes you out and drags you down to the depths you never want to venture back in.  With my primary resistance at it's most critical state, one word was all it took to crack, what I thought to be, my well fortified defenses.

And at once, the woman that I thought I was -- the woman who wouldn't bend. the towerblock -- found herself left to her own devices and her tearstained face in her hands again.

 


Blog EntryMy First Shuffle Mode SurveyMay 2, '08 5:05 AM
for everyone

I have been swamped lately and now that I am on vacation [yeay!], I finally have enough time on my hands to start making entries and answer tag surveys. Now let’s see how this one will turn out. .. .

This is how it goes:

Put your music player [iPod/ Creative Zen/ iTunes/ Whatever else you have] on shuffle mode.

1. Press forward for each question.

2. Answer the questions by the song title that comes up even if it doesn’t make sense.

3. No Cheating!

 

and try to click onto the Song Title so you could get to listen to some of the songs too!


1. How are you feeling today?

Adrenaline Gavin Rossdale

“Adrenaline, screaming out your name.  Adrenaline, you don’t even feel the pain. Wilder than your wildest dreams.  When you’re going to extremes, it takes adrenaline.”

Waking up to sore, aching muscles. Looking stupidly at your limb bruises and yelping for your swelling knuckles while you gingerly step into the shower after a day’s training, yeah, that day when you were Kru’s flavour of the month – Hah, asah pa!


2. Will you get far in life?

Justice Victor Wooten

Parang bomalabs ang konek nito ah, pero anyhoo this cut reminds of this something that [soon-to-be Atty.] J shared with me weeks ago that went on like this:

May the god of Civil Law perfect you upon consent.  May the god of Crimminal Law bless you with exempting circumstances for every sin you commit.  May the god of Labor Law give you premium pay for all your efforts.  May the god of Taxation never tax you beyond your capacity.  May the god of Mercantile Law never restrictively indorse you.  May the god of Political Law never deny you due process and may the god of Remedial Law never let you run out of remedies for every cause of action you may have.


3. How do your friends see you?

Flight Hiraya

What could it mean in the context of this question?  Uh, search me.


4. Will you get married?

Breath Pearl Jam

“Run away my son. See it all. Oh, see the world!”

This song tells me that if I don’t start emerging from my comfort zone, I would likely end up an old, bitter and regretful baglady. Hala! Haha


5. What is your best friend’s theme song?

Much Afraid Jars of Clay

“So I lay at Your Feet all my brokenness.  I carry all of my burdens to You.”

I remember how Russ said that “Be not afraid” is mentioned more than 365 times in The Great Book.  This one is probably more like my Best Friend’s song for me.


6. What is the story of your life?

Can’t Take It In Imogen Heap

“Oh, empty m heart.  I’ve got to make room for this feeling – so much bigger than me. .. .”

The feeling of happiness could get pretty overwhelming sometimes, but I’ll get around to being comfortable with it.  Basta.  Someday, I’ll truly embrace my worth.


7. What was high school like?

Love of My Life Extreme

Huwaat?!! The only remote connection this song has with my STC days is that my some of my high school BFFs were all ape about Extreme and all the other big hair rock daddies then.  It was the heyday of spandex and shoulder pads, what can I say?


8. How can you get ahead in life?

A Tonic Reprise Wolfgang

Halaaaa. .. . kalunos lunos naman ng kinabukasan ko  kung nagkataon. This shuffle mode’s embarrassing me


9. What is the best thing about your friends?

Kalayaan The Dawn

“Heto ang kahinaan ko, inaalay ko sa Iyo upang bigyan ng tibay at lakas ang isang katulad ko.  . .. .Ikaw ang kalayaan ko!”

Oh, san ka pa, ha!

I am truly blessed with awesome, inspiring and wonderful friends.  And for that I’m so grateful.


10. What is today going to be like?

Not My Day A Murder of Crows

Haha, minsan, panalo din ‘tong shuffle ko eh

“Tonight, I wanna be so careless. .. . as I lay on the ground and look at the sky, everything’s beautiful and everything’s right.”


11. What is in store for the weekend?

Skunkfunk Bassjones

Oh yeah, let’s bring on the groove!


12. What song describes you?

Spingfield Soul Stew Marge Simpson

Goodness, I’m getting flattered despite of myself. Gosh I’m grinning stoopid!  Waah, stop it! Haha!


13. To describe your grandparents?

Yoshimi Battles The Pink Robots by Flaming Lips

Now this is totally funny!


14. How is your life going?

Time Stand Still Rush

This one is so right on the money, kid!  I’m riding in a giant emotional cocktail swirl of feeling of gratitude, excitement, love with a bit of longing and ebbing sadness thrown in.

“Summer’s going fast, nights growing colder.  Children growing up, friends growing older.  Freeze this moment a little bit longer.  Make each impression a little bit stronger. .. .”


15. What song will they play at your funeral?

Desire U2

Haha! It looks like I’m not about to leave this planet quietly =D


16. How does the world see you?

Don’t Cry Seal

What’s gonna be my take on this? Hmmm. .. .


17. Will you have a happy life?

Kill The Lights Birthday Massacre

OK sige, this song is not the kind of peptalk one would like to hear when one is in a slump. Haha!

I’m not sure if my life will be happy but I’m definitely sure it would be worthwhile and exciting!


18. What do your friends really think of you?

Don’t Know What To Do [Don’t Know What To Say] Ric Segretto

 Olats naman ‘to, oh. Aaack! Old School mush! My toes are curling! Nyaaah!


19. How can I make myself happy?
Enjoy The Silence Depeche Mode

Sasha and Dingwood Techno Mix version pa ‘to ah. Yipes, tanda ko na talaga.  Sige na nga, tatahimik na ako.

20. What should you do with your life?
Kapalaran Radioactive Sago Project

Wahahahahahahhahahahahaha! Panalo ‘to! Buti na lang hindi ito ang sagot sa No. 17!


Blog EntryLEAP Team 35 Shindigs and Other Party Skeds!Apr 7, '08 2:03 AM
for everyone

Howdy, LEAPmates! please note the following details about our monthsery get-together plans:

Our 30th day party will be on April 30, 7PM at the Bonifacio High Street.  Please tell your councilmates and coaches to mark it in their calendars.  The succeeding monthsary activities shall be spearheaded by the following councils as follows:

May - Tropang Transformers

June - The Incredibles

July - The Healers

August - Not One Less

September - F4

October - Athena

November - Mission Possible

December - LEAP Team 35 Christmas Parteeeh! [everyone shall be involved]

Jan '09 - Passion Inc.

Feb '09 - SSS

Mar '09 - Steel Magnolias [1st Year Anniv, na itow!]

April '09 - Polo Beauties

Ayus? =; *apir tayo jan.  Itaas mo pah!*

LEAP Team 35: Soaring Above and Beyond!


Blog EntrySUMMER SKED FOR BATCH iApr 4, '08 8:44 AM
for everyone

My boys, while you're having a blast this summer break, please take note of the following schedule.

Ms. Shella, I'm following your lead ha?  Salamat! 

DATE

ACTIVITY

 

4 April [Fri]

·    CSQC Personnel Day; 3PM – 8PM

 

7 April [Mon]

·    Holiday, all offices will be closed

 

8 April [Tues]

·    Card Day, distribution of Freshmen Day and Sophomores’ Night Lanyards, start of early enrollment; 8AM -11:30AM

 

·    Prerequisite for early enrollment: report card and 1x1 ID picture

 

9 April to 14 May

·    Summer break of Teachers.  They will be back in school on May 15

 

·    21-25 & 30 April

·    2 & 5-9 May

·    Summer Break of your Guidance Counselor.  You may get in touch with me through the following contact details though:

YM >> lll_rani_lll@yahoo.com

Email >> ranipot@yahoo.com

 

15 April [Tues]

·    Start of enrollment for incoming Sophomores and Juniors.  Prerequisite for enrollment: report card and 1x1 ID picture

 

16 April [Wed] to 13 May [Tues]

·    Summer Classes

 

·    Summer Enrichment Program

 

10 June [Tues]

·    Start of classes for SY 2008 – 2009! Wooh!

 

 


In thanksgiving of LEAP 34 for Thea's success in passing the bar examinations and in celebration of our LEAP 35 graduation, a very special morning Mass will be offered on April 6, Sunday, 7:00AM at the OCCI.  We will have a breakfast bonding party right after the mass courtesy of Mike Sicat.

And since that would also be the last day of FLEX 94, it would be great for some of us to stay after the party to give the staffers a hand in preparing for the agape lunch. The staffers are all from LEAP 34 and LEAP 35. Kulit noh? haha!

So let's volt in! Spread the word among our LEAP 34 and 35 friends and coaches!

Congatulations, Atty. Thea [woohoo!] and LEAP Team 35!

Carpe diem!


Blog EntryPitstop Tailgate Party Open Invitation!!!Mar 25, '08 1:38 AM
for everyone

 Come and join our LEAP Team 35 as we celebrate our exciting LEAP journey though a night of fun, dining, presentations, games and dancing aptly entitled, "Pitstop: A Tailgate Party!"

It will be at Atchi's El Pueblo on March 27.  The shindig begins at 7PM.  Entrance is at Php 400.00 only, inclusive of food and drink of you choice.  Check out the programme of activities slated for this eventful night!

PROGRAMME

PERSON/S-IN-CHARGE

 

Registration

Polo Beauties and Athena

Documentary Presentation on Loop at the start of the registration

Coach Zeph

Opening Sketch

“Please proceed to Gate One. .. .”: Intro to Pitstop Theme

Norman and Nelson*

 

Opening Number

“Let’s Stay Together”

By Al Greene and All Stars

Robi, Lyonne and the rest of LEAP 35

on stage*

Documentary Presentation

a film by Memo

Memo

1st Segment Hosts

Robi and Ann

Retro Dance Number

Eloi’s group

Virtual Rock Performance

Coach Tere and Mistula

Accessories Showcase Show

Ella and Rens

Auction Number One

 

2nd Segment Hosts

Arnie and Arlene

Two Acoustic Numbers